BrOwnIcOle wAndeRiNg Up thE clOuD

Right after two great people finished my final, all I have to do is wake up in the next day and go to school presenting it in front of the class....

明天就是這學期最後一堂課
要交的final paper 至今還沒完成
只寫了兩句話的我
現在竟非常輕鬆
甚至還有時間看慾望城市
嘿嘿~~

男友跟男友妹妹
正在客廳各自忙碌
兩台電腦趴趴答響
正在努力幫我寫期末報告
呵呵
完全只有一個字形容

爽~~~

原本  原本
在昨夜的一番對話
兩小時的嚴肅長談
我們倆幾乎已達成默契
這段感情
走到當晚為止
就醬畫下一個
大大的九年休止符
好解放兩個疲憊不堪的身心

究竟
我們之間還存在什麼
或不存在什麼
我想這是我們兩這個假期
想要弄清楚的惟一一件事吧

I do not know why he came to New York, is it because of Harry Potter VI Chinese edition? or he came here to sleep my excellent IKEA bed? He sleeps a lot and after he comes back to apt, he changes his clothes and starts reading Harry Potter VI right away on my bed, till he fall asleep and snores all night. It goes again and again ~~

He does not wanna do anything here, even does not want to go outside because of the God damn cold weather, so why he comes here??!!
No one force him to do so~~
It did not make me happy and I think so does he ......
We seldom talk after he got here, and it had been three days already.

so what the hell he pander to me to be here?? I did not ask him to do this, shoot..... I really don't get it!!

I really dunno what happened between h and me, I do not feel anything about him even he is in New York now....

Nothing that he did satisfied me, and always made me angry.. I am not sure is it because of the change of me, or he just getting worse and worse..

Of course I know he is a nice guy, who LOVEs to help someone else, but how about me, does he ever think about what I felt?

Damned it~ I got no idea about anything of our relationship~~

The three new New York vistors of mine are eating supper NOW (12:30am) ...
Gosh, can't believe they were not satisfied with the dinner that we had at Cafe Habana. Or we ordered not enough for them? .... well, we had that at 5:30pm, so maybe its too early to have dinner for them.

They can tell me, but they didn't, actually we had dessert at 9:30pm, are those Carnoli make they stuff?
I wish I can hold on my insist not eating food after 10pm, if I could't, then I probably would hate them also myself...

It is smell good outside my room..... damn it!

穿著: 短袖T
地點: 大樓門口(室外), lots of snows around me
溫度: 零下5度 (but weatherman said: feels like 零下10度)
作啥: 師孟顆
心情: 冷到暴........ but 爽阿

Starbucks seller: Do you like LeSportsac?
I was shocked because I am inside the starbucks, I am wondering why he asked me that.....
Then he pointed the bag that I carried, so I realized and said: yeah, I like it!!
seller: oh, cause my wife is designer of LeSportsac.
me: wow.... that's a great job. SO you must have lots of LeSportsac bags.
seller: Not me, but my wife did have a lot. I love the texture they made, but they don't do men's bag, that made me sad.
me: well... yeah, it's too bad (wordless~~ then foolish laugh)
seller: Happy holidays (with Big smile)!!
me: you too!!

原本滿懷能進博物館實習的期待心情
在今天收到拒絕信後
人就像洩了氣的汽球
提振不起精神來

連要進博物館實習
只是要免費工作喔
一毛錢都不收的工作
都要這樣困難的不給機會嗎