今年夏天，交了幾位新朋友，因為暑假無聊，就常常約出去，才短短一個月就像老朋友一樣熟悉了；而原先的老朋友從台灣放完暑假回來後，竟成了像新朋友一樣陌生.....
不知是我多慮了還是另有其他因素??? 總覺得事有悉竅，不太對勁 ....
目前分類：心情札記 (172)
- Aug 19 Fri 2005 12:04
複雜的情緒...
- Aug 17 Wed 2005 04:00
再說一次我愛你II
噗咚噗咚的心跳聲越來越響，讓阿樂(劉德華飾)在下班時間到了，還是決定去救剛剛路過的車子撞上欄杆意外事故中的車主，越接近她，心跳聲越急促....在詢問她的健康狀況下得知，謝婉笙(李心潔飾)在六年前做過換心手術，讓阿樂不得不猜想跟子琴(阿樂的老婆)死時所捐贈的心臟是否有任何關聯??
在醫院等待她醒來的時間，阿樂想起了六年前子琴總是自己孤單一人的默默等待他下班，等待他跟她說一句話或給一個關愛的眼神，但阿樂忙的沒有時間跟她老婆說一句話...這時自己坐在醫院等待的時間才深深體會到當初子琴的辛苦及無奈~~ 待續(再說一次我愛你廣播劇)
- Aug 16 Tue 2005 00:21
入秋了嘛??
經過昨晚的
狂風暴雨之後
今天的天空
像被潑了一層漆
灰灰暗暗的
上頭那位不知被誰欺負
好像隨時都會哭
早晨竟被冷醒
棉被要多蓋一層
外套也要備好才能出門
紐約
昨天還有熱浪來襲
不會今天就這樣入秋了唄??
這樣的轉變跟女人沒兩樣
海邊
明明還在等著我去打招呼的勒~~
- Aug 15 Mon 2005 23:02
再說一次我愛你...請把握分分秒秒吧
今天開始了華仔的"再說一次我愛你"Hitfm電台廣播劇(感謝 Internet的發明)，天ㄚ.....聽著他的聲音，我才發現原來我一直都是愛他的，無論時空轉變物換星移，而我也天增歲月人增壽了好幾歲說~~
劇中的華仔是一位醫生，因為忙碌而常常忽略了妻子，老是說改天再陪她，改天再跟她說我愛你等...就在他又失約了的一個晚上，他的妻子出車禍，才發現沒有所謂的"改天"了...一切都已經來不及了(而他老婆在臨走的一刻卻認為當他的病人比當他的妻子幸福，也以為他愛工作勝過愛她)....醫生在她死後，才發現他有多愛她，但回想兩人共處的時光，卻是知此之少，於是封鎖手術刀，當起救護員，也在每天8:35pm(事發時間)前回到家陪妻子的爸媽，就這樣過了6年~~ 待續
雖然這是典型的肥皂劇，但我還是聽到感動到不行，眼眶直含著淚水遲遲不肯退，感觸之深ㄚ....為何人總是要在失去後才瞭解生命中最重要的不是工作賺錢，而是身邊的人，不論是愛人親人或是朋友，人才是有感情的，人會因一句話而雀躍不已也會因一句話而受傷心痛。
人的生命是無常的，工作卻是無生命的，請關心你週遭的人吧，說一句好聽的話，你會因爲她開心而感同身受!! 請勿吝嗇說一句"我愛你"吧~ I love you~ aishideru~ J'ai dem~ Sa Rang He~
ps. 劉德華華華......我愛你你你......
- Aug 15 Mon 2005 13:10
感謝老天爺 or NOT ??
勇敢！點燃生命的海。 活著，需要的是空氣。 生存，需要的是勇氣。 儘管 世事無常 很難解釋 無法預料 當浪 波濤洶湧 來臨時 請踩穩腳步 勇敢面對。 起風了 浪就快來了~~ 台灣人 勇敢點，我們欠缺的 不是膽子，而是 接納彼此的勇氣；唯有謙卑與寬容，才能窺見海洋的浩瀚啊！
今年的海洋音樂祭非常不幸的遭遇了三次颱風，每次因颱風延期改日，颱風就乖乖的又在下一次活動日期前幾天報到，難道它知道海洋音樂祭好玩也想插一腳，湊湊熱鬧不成~~ 它不知活動會因為它的加入，就不好玩了嘛?? (有時要想想自己並不是那麼受歡迎的嘛)
福隆海水浴場的沙灘不是天然的，是靠台北縣政府花錢買沙堆積而來的，相信大家都知道(原因就不多說啦，太過複雜且無正式答案)；所以這次不知花了幾億在籌劃這一次變三次活動的買沙堆沙上頭，而這死了都要辦的下定決心(颱風來了 活動就延期，繼續買沙來堆)，更是不知它能經由舉辦活動回收多少?? 又或是爲了台北的年輕人夏天無處消磨著想而辦給大家消暑用??? 或更是給台灣的地下樂團ㄧ個發光出名的表演舞台，讓台灣人支持"樂團"???
一切的一切都只是我的隨便臆測，內幕哪輪的到我們這些平民百姓暸ㄚ，反正....大家玩的開心就夠啦，想這麼多做啥....總算是在8月12到14日給他辦成功啦!! OH YEAH~~ 只是從5天的活動縮減為3天有點小小可惜，原先的節目規劃還頗正的說~~ 反正，老天爺爺有賞臉的露臉給我們陽光就夠啦
請繼續支持明年的海洋音樂祭喔.....如果政府還有錢舉辦的話<台灣的民眾請多多繳稅唄>
註: 說了這麼多，我根本無法回台參加阿，自己在遙遠的國度含著淚水默默慶祝它舉辦成功....真是辛苦了，想玩的台灣人，等粉久了喔
- May 22 Sun 2005 10:18
紐約也有著名夜市及西北雨??!!
昨天從Columbus Circle走回Port Authority去坐公車，當走到時代廣場時，霎時發現時代廣場好像台灣的夜市一樣，每天都聚集一堆觀光客及攤販，雖然攤販永遠只賣那幾種食物(熱狗,牛肉kabob, pretzel, 炒花生米 )，但卻熱鬧的像觀光夜市，只是夜市內的景點稍稍比台灣美了一點，也著名了一點點而已嘛~~ 不過週遭有粉多正點的night club倒是真的(我還沒進去過哩)，還有百老匯秀也聚集於此.... 不過~~~~可以確定一點的是，台灣的夜市小吃是全世界最棒的呵!!
今天下課後，去了SOHO晃晃，由於時間有點晚了約莫7pm，所以店幾乎都關了，就在準備走回車站的路上，老天開始風雲變色，不到一刻，就開始下起小貓小狗了(it rains cats and dogs)...超像台灣的西北雨說，只是當時已經晚上7:30而不是下午.... 原來紐約也像台灣??!! 怪哉怪哉@@
- May 17 Tue 2005 12:34
又過了一個節日without my family~
雖然學期在上週末交完paper 後(累翻了三天)正式結束，但不知爲何接下來幾天反而事情一堆，一點都沒有放假的感覺??!! 天ㄚ，究竟何時才能好好在家翹二郎腿吃洋芋片看無聊的肥皂劇阿??
母親節雖然過了一周多，但還是要在這講ㄧ下~~ 寫給老媽一張卡片，花了一個多小時才完成的(雖然現在已經忘了卡片內容，但記得用粉多心及感情去寫的說)，並在隔天用郵局的快捷寄回台灣，因為再過一週就是母親節了...(馬的，運費還比卡片貴勒.....原本想用express, 可是要17美金勒 %^&^$*%$@...好不容易找到5元美金的prior, 你知道卡片也才3美金而已喲...OrZ )，好在有在母親節前送到老媽手中~~
老媽收到時，老爸正在跟我MSN，所以實況轉撥老媽的心情給我聽..."她剛收到你的卡片，爽翻了"....說實在，我頗開心的耶~~ 在母親節當天，call 了老媽ㄧ通電話，媽說她在讀我的卡片時"哭了"，話才說完 又....又開始要哭了，只好趕緊說再見掛電話，怕她在外哭了難看阿~~ 因為我親愛的家人們正在Fridays 吃午餐呢!! (真是個洋化的母親節)
就這樣，又度過了一次我沒有家人陪伴，全家人都在獨獨我不在場的節日.... kind of sad, rite ~~
- May 01 Sun 2005 10:42
time flies ~~~ it's ture and always will be
Just two more weeks, then we gonna finish this spring semester... I've been to America 10 months already, I really can't believe that I live in a city, besides Taipei, almost a year~~ and it will be one more year at least.
Due to the fattest body I had in my life, I have to start cooking, and its another thing that I cannot believe while I was enjoying the great food and many good restaurants in New York City in the first half year. There was one thing that we did with friends, asking out to try another new restaurant around somewhere in the city again and again.........so I became like this fat that I could not watch myself through mirrors and even watch the terrible pictures I took in the last 9 months. damn....
I prepared lunch box for tomorrow's class tonight. One main entree is fried noodles which has beautiful color with green, red and collocate with ginger porks. Dessert will be red-bean cookies and red-bean milk soup which are so tasty and all made by me....I can't help admiring myself~~ ohlala ;p
- Apr 26 Tue 2005 12:04
Damn apartment and American!!
God damn American!!
I was locked by the front door of my apartment for 10 minutes tonight. Nobody at home and so did super, the weather was cold to death~~ and I could not use my key to get into my own building. Why I cannot get into my apt?? The funny thing is the key of the front door was locked for 2 months already before I went back Taiwan. I thought it would probably solve after I came back US, but uh-un....it became to another reason that we could not get a new key to enter our own building.
We even gave money to super but still remain the same BAD situation, therefore it is too complicate to describe the whole situation....
What should we do to make us get into our own building?? We did pay rent and we are nice tenants, we don't throw trash everywhere, we don't make noise, we even donated two good laptops to our neighborhood (actually they were stolen by thief ..)%$#&@^*&.........
What else do they want from us?? We just three poor international students!! DAMN IT.
I was locked by the front door of my apartment for 10 minutes tonight. Nobody at home and so did super, the weather was cold to death~~ and I could not use my key to get into my own building. Why I cannot get into my apt?? The funny thing is the key of the front door was locked for 2 months already before I went back Taiwan. I thought it would probably solve after I came back US, but uh-un....it became to another reason that we could not get a new key to enter our own building.
We even gave money to super but still remain the same BAD situation, therefore it is too complicate to describe the whole situation....
What should we do to make us get into our own building?? We did pay rent and we are nice tenants, we don't throw trash everywhere, we don't make noise, we even donated two good laptops to our neighborhood (actually they were stolen by thief ..)%$#&@^*&.........
What else do they want from us?? We just three poor international students!! DAMN IT.
- Apr 25 Mon 2005 10:11
都是傻瓜乾麵引起的~~
When I was cooking dinner tonight, korean instant cold noodles, I was thinking about my Benny again. Because the way I mix the noodles makes me thought about he always mixed the noodles with chili oil and scallion for me at 小南門傻瓜乾麵, even though I did not like the food there.
The weird thing is people usually think about something that makes him unhappy and hardly think about the happiness things that happen in his life. Although while I study in foreign country, things that keep in my mind are sometimes not my happy memories but funny stuffs in most of time....
- Apr 25 Mon 2005 04:21
what a stupid girl I am ??
Using this website for a couple of month, but today is the first day I know how to upload the pix one file at a time not one pix at a time, damn.... how come I am so stupid but still can live for more than 20 years ~~ haha.
What a joke??!!
- Apr 25 Mon 2005 04:13
a person knows me well
First time I realized that Benny is really knowing me so well. Even though I did not tell the whole sentence to him and I probably did not know what were I talking, but he can totally understand and explain the reason to me.
Gosh..... is it good or bad to me, a person who I love knows me so deep inside my heart.
